The day is over!

And its a new day! sa-weet! =D

i want this day to be over

Its raining ducks and water!

My computer hates me... It just went psycho on me and deleted everything, all my pictures I've ever taken, all my school work, all ideas, all my notes, all my music, all my e-mails, all my EVERYTHING! =(

only bright side is that my computer now runs faster and doesn't have any stupid virus...

oh, did I mention that its rainy liked crazy here.. I think all the ghetto in my neighborhood just got washed down the street.. Cause when I was in the kitchen making lunch, & I look out the window to see a duck land on my neighbors shed roof... (I've never seen a duck around here...) the duck looked as happy as ever... (till i let my dogs out)

Going, going, GONE!

So, the saying that says "you can never stop growing" is very true.. I have proven this saying to be true more then a million times now.. (I don't care if your 8 or 80) you can never truly be fully complete at something, there is always room to grow.. (if you think you have learned all you can learn, then I'm sorry, but you are a FOOOL) even says so in the bible! Go read it in proverbs some where! But I've noticed this in what lil skills I have..

even in my relationships with my friends, I think I know them uber well, but then there's always another page to the story! And it makes life more interesting, never knowing someone complete makes life great.. I mean really, if you knew someone to the very core of their existence, don't you think it might be kinda boring to be around them??? Shoot, I'd think it would be boring..

you don't know how deep you can get with someone in till you tell them your faults, if you want to go farther with your friends, tell them your faults... (you'll be surpised at what will happen)

in any case, if you don't believe me on this whole growing thing, let me give you another example.. Takes GIRLS, beautiful, smart, reflect on God's true beauty and creativity, there is no guy on this world that can say they know a girl fully! They are the true chameleons of the world! (right when you think you've found them, they change there color and blend away! Leaving you stupefied!) so girls reading this (I'll say woman when I'm 18) keep it up.. (I'm still baffled! =D)

Home

That was a aventura of a life time! =D I got over 400 and somethin pictures^^;;
but it was great.. God definitely wanted to train me to be a leader! Cause I ended up being a leader there... A MA or something... You have to be 18 and stuff, but Tod (our team leader) said I should be one...

any way, I'll just show you some picture.. =)

Me and nick at the airport. (this guy was in my MAG...)
this is Tommy eating.. (you should all remember those dreaded things) as you can see, he's enjoying every bit of it.. (he was also in my MAG)
I made arts and crafts with the kids. (what?! Its a sacrificial lamb!.......)
this shirt is awesome! (I love it! Only.. It smells REALLY bad right now!)
it just goes on... And on... And on... (a 8 hour buss ride! O.<) its raining in panama city.... (that's a lot of rain!) this was our team!

P:s: new years was okay.. but i really missed all my fam! ;_;

They strike again!

Right when I was leaving my house the Mormons attack! (at 7 o'clock at night?!?!) I told them me and my mom were in a hurry and going shopping so they backed off... (till then) but they decided to call me.. While I was in C28! and I finally told the guy off and how I don't want his book.. and that be the end of that! Any way..

I'm finally done with my Christmas shopping! Got my best friend something he'll like! (Well. I hope! >_>) and just did some shopping for a couple other people.. Man.. Going to the mall is so stressful! You know how you can feel how some people are? (like when you listen to God and stuff, like when trying to give encouraging words) well I just felt sick to my stomach! There was so much heart ache in that mall, it almost made me throw up! (no joke) I felt sick to my stomach.... @__@;;

as for my trip to panama, well I'll be leaving Tuesday (and be on a plane for a whole day...>_< well. i have to get off a airplane and get on another, so this will be my last blog post till i get back..)

prayers well needed, i'm so freaken stressed out.. (Cause i don't have much of my stuff that i need... ) blah!

Ell-O'matic 2.0

I've gone on a cleaning streak! (I'm finally making damage too! You can see threw out my house where the ell-O'matic 2.0 has struck!)

so I've been having a fun day! (I've been shredding a lot too.. So much the "over heated" light came on... Stupid shredder.. I thought you could handle more then that!) blah, its hard to find good help these days...